First Orgy Story
Dr. Stevens listened intently as Jan described her first visit to
the club. “Did you join?”, she asked. “Yes, I really liked most of
the people I met there, and somehow, I felt like I belonged.” Dr.
Stevens moved to sit beside Jan on the couch and took her hand.
“Jan, I’ve been starting to feel that you may be moving too fast
into this second life and not exercising enough caution. When you
mentioned the cameras and video tape, I got a chill down my spine
because I’ve heard of people being blackmailed with something like
that. And, you really don’t know that much about Dan. How can you
be so sure you won’t get hurt?” Jan placed her other hand on top of
the doctor’s and looked into her eyes. “Have you ever had the
feeling that there is a part of you that has always been there, but
never come to the surface?” Dr. Stevens nodded and Jan continued,
“Well, I’ve had that feeling for a long time and when I got
involved with Dan, I began to realize what that hidden part was. I
am a very sexual creature. I’m finding that I love everything about
my body and the bodies of other people and I’ve never been as happy
or free as when I’m having sex. My parents were very strict and I
went to a catholic school, so when I went to college, and later in
the business world, I accepted that sex was for procreation and
should only be pleasurable with a husband. Unfortunately, most of
my experiences with men tended to reinforce that belief and I
always felt guilty when sex felt good. Besides, the men I made love
with seemed more interested in relieving an itch than making me
feel good. I think if I had had a more “normal” sex life when I was
younger, I might not have this tremendous need that has built up
inside me for a long time with no relief, but it’s there and I have
to find a way to deal with it.”
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